Nolan

time_in_silence @ 2004-09-03T00:49:00

2004-09-03T07:48:28Z

tonight was cool. i had fun. hung out with some friends i havent the whole summer. just some taco bell, and my house. easy but fun.

i dont think ive updated this at all this summer.
been the worst summer so far.
i took 5 classes over summer.
got jumped.
went to a few shows.
saw barely any friends.
and split my forehead open.

yea
bye

time_in_silence @ 2004-07-25T22:13:00

2004-07-26T05:12:35Z

hello everyone, the few who read my journal...

havent done anything on here lately, been busy with summer school, and yea...

anyone who wants to hang out, call me sometime, dont know my number? ask

warped tour/chain reaction

2004-07-04T22:46:05Z

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during the bled, ya

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yea i went to warped tour, i saw

-the bled
-early november
-senses fail
-underoath
-story of the year
-thursday
-saosin
-new found glory

then went to chain to see someday soon/martyr AD...

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martyr AD

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Rachel Bilson

2004-06-20T00:11:44Z

...enough said

life is...life

2004-06-10T05:12:28Z

today was insane, seen some pretty intense things ive never seen, and wish i still havent seen them.

but lifes life and you gotta move on.

jenilee/bleak december/someday soon/trauma this friday
should be rad

alright im out

comment friends?

time_in_silence @ 2004-05-31T18:43:00

2004-06-01T01:45:46Z

friday-i went to repeat repeat/firefly escape both were way good. hung out with friends after

saturday-robbies BBQ, way fun

sunday-another party

today-chiled and did HW

this is real pain

2004-05-26T02:52:38Z

today i woke up at 6:30 in shock, my neck was throbbing, and i couldnt move, it was the worst pain ive ever had...
and it still hanst fully gone away, i cant look to the left with out shifting my whole chest...when i try to just use my neck my muscle go into a spasm and my whole body freezes, it sucks

bye, fruit loops

well this is optional...

2004-05-19T23:51:02Z

well this weekend should be ok
saturday night alot of my friends are going to prom...i was going but i had to many truencies, actually, i have a meeting today witht he ass. pricinple tonight...i might get kicked out from all my attendence, which sucks, last thing i need....

ahhh then sunday is trauma, jenilee, push at beautitudes church, should be cool, bye

my weekend

2004-05-09T06:52:46Z

friday-hung out, did nothing
today-went to vangaurd universit for my cousins graduation...and went to dinner with family
and tomorrow mothers day, i guess this weekend is a family weekend...

then school monday, so lame, only a few more days though
this entry was pointless, im just bored

optional

2004-05-07T02:04:05Z

finally, tomorrows friday
today wasnt as hot has the others
i had adult school at 3:20, so it chilled down a little
and i just watched a movie called "niagra niagra" on a independent film channel...it was way good, if you have IFC
watch it...

ahhhhhh im bored
anyone want to hang out this weekend? hit me up

end of heartache

2004-04-30T23:35:31Z

KILLSWITCH ENGAGE!!!
new cd...so good

house of grace

2004-04-18T21:09:36Z

last night...last night before i go back to school!
this break was fun

last night i went to Jenilee--trauma

didnt stay for trauma...

JENILEE

glasshouse

2004-04-17T22:16:02Z

last night
i went to...
as i lay dying--every time i die--black dahlia murder--scarlet--

scarlet-we missed them, didnt matter
black dahlia murder--they were ok
everytime i die--awesome
as i lay dying--amazing

it was probably the funnest show ive been too!

then after, we went to a 711 and matt smacked the car door into a huge black guys car
and we hear

"oh hell no, somebody wants to get thier ass kicked"

so we close the door and leave!

i did it for me, not you

2004-04-14T08:06:07Z

-its 12:40, i did nothing today, im doing nothing now, i cant sleep, so i guess ill steel this from erika...and answer 230523095 questions that no one cares about...bye

CURRENT=
Current mood :: sick
Current music :: blue man group feat. dave matthew
Current taste :: ice cubes
Current hair :: um, down
Current clothes :: shirt, soccer shorts
Current annoyance :: sisters friends yelling in the other room
Current smell :: vanilla are scent
Current thing I ought to be doing :: calling someone
Current windows open :: the left one on the car down the street
Current desktop picture :: blank
Current favorite band :: blue man group, death cab
Current book :: cathcer and the rye
Current cd in stereo :: death cab
Current crush :: hah
Current favorite celeb :: lil john
Female:: shannyn S
Male:: come on
Current hate :: sluts

=DO I=
Smoke? :: nope
Do drugs? :: nah
Have sex? :: hah
Give oral sex? :: once, hah
Receive oral sex? :: sure
Have a dream that keeps coming back? :: nah
Read the newspaper? :: never
Have any gay or lesbian friends? :: yea dude (lesbian)
Believe in miracles? :: yes
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? :: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others? :: yea
Consider love a mistake? :: nope
Like the taste of alcohol? :: nah dude
Have a favorite candy? :: heath bar
Believe in astrology? :: nope
Believe in magic? :: i have
Believe in God? :: si
Have any pets? :: a cat
Go to or plan to go to college? :: i hope
Have any piercings? :: no
Hate yourself :: never, suicides a joke
Have an obsession? :: haha yea
Have a secret crush? :: yea…2
Do they know yet? :: no
Care about looks? :: yea, but thst not what its all about

=LOVE LIFE=
Ever been in love? :: no
Do you believe in love at first sight? :: lust
Do you believe in "the one?" :: porbably
Describe your ideal significant other :: funny, awesome, attractive, great, makes me happy, i make her happy...

=JUICY STUFF=
Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? :: yea dude
Have you ever been intoxicated? :: yesss
Height :: 6

=LAST THING YOU=
Bought : food
Ate :: taco bell
Drank :: water
Read :: cather on the rye
Watched on tv :: training day

=EITHER/ OR=
club or houseparty : i get kicked out at both, so?
beer or cider :: cider
drinks or shots :: shots
cats or dogs :: dogs
single or taken :: single
pen or pencil :: marker
gloves or mittens :: gloves
food or candy :: food
cassette or cd :: cd
coke or pepsi :: pepsi
this or that :: this, who needs that

=WHO DO YOU WANT TO=
kill :: mct
look like :: prince
be like :: michael jackson
avoid :: sluts

=LAST PERSON YOU=
talked to :: ashley
hugged :: liana from catalina
instant messaged :: ashely

=WHERE DO YOU=
eat :: everywhere
cry :: cheeks
wish you were :: on a boat to a awesome island

=HAVE YOU EVER=
Dated one of your best friends? :: nah
Loved somebody so much it makes you cry? :: parents
Drank alcohol? :: yeah
Done drugs? :: no, for reals
Broken the law? :: yea
Run away from home? :: yea twice
Broken a bone? :: arm
Played Truth Or Dare? :: yes
Kissed someone you didn't know? :: nah
Been in a fight? :: twice, won won
Come close to dying? :: sure

=WHAT IS=
The most embarrassing CD in your collection? ::avenged sevenfold
Your bedroom like? :: boring
Your favorite thing for breakfast? :: pancakes
Your favorite restaurant? :: IHOP

=RANDOM QUESTIONS=
What's on your bedside table? :: a cat
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night? :: left overs
What is your secret guaranteed weeping movie? :: hook
If you could have plastic surgery, what would you have done? :: i want bigger boobs
What is your biggest fear? :: falling to death
What feature are you most insecure about? :: face
Do you ever have to beg? :: never
Are you a pyromaniac? :: nah
Crushes? :: sure
Do you know anyone famous? :: tara reid, yes im fo real
Describe your bed :: sucks
Spontaneous or plain? ::.....
Do you know how to play poker? :: yes
What do you carry with you at all times? :: my wallet, keys
How do you drive? :: race style
What do you miss most about being little? :: being little
Are you happy with your given name? :: ya, its different, kinda
How much money would it take to get you to give up the Internet for one year? :: it wouldnt take much, but id ask for alot so i can get money for something easy
What color is your bedroom? :: white
What was the last song you were listening to? ::sing along-bbg
Do you talk a lot? :: no
Do you like yourself and believe in yourself? :: hopefully
Do you think you're cute? :: no
Do poor, homeless, or starving people sometimes annoy you? :: they can scare me, cuase i coul dbe there
Do you consider yourself to be a nice person? :: ya
Do you spend more time with your girlfriend, boyfriend, or your friends? :: friends, single
holding hands? :: ya
caught "doing something?" :: ya
Are you a tease? :: nah
Shy to make the first move? :: thought so, proved myself wrong

=WORD ASSOCIATION=
Rubber :: toys
Punk :: you
Green :: shoes
Peanut :: dick maggot sucking scum bag times 4
Wet :: dry
Hay :: is for birds
Cold :: towels
Steamy :: foot
Fast :: drinking
Freaky :: dancing
Rain :: right now pleas
Bite :: my finger
Fuck :: your mom after she drinks water
Blow :: my tires off

if i get one comment, it will be a miracle...

sing along

2004-04-13T23:05:17Z

If I sing a song will you sing along?
If I sing a song will you sing along?
If I sing a song will you sing along?
Or should I just keep singing right here bymyself?

badabababadababa....

If I tell you Im strong will you play along?
If I tell you Im strong will you play along?
If I tell you Im strong will you play along?
Will you see Im as insecure as anybody else?

badabababadababa....

If I follow along does it mean I belong?
If I follow along does it mean I belong?
If I follow along does it mean I belong?
Or will I keep feeling different from everyobody else?

time_in_silence @ 2004-04-07T18:43:00

2004-04-08T01:47:48Z

im going to catalina island for my friends borthday, weve gone the past 2 years...its way cool!

but this darn stomach crap or ache or whatever is killing me

and bye

chaos

2004-04-04T10:07:06Z

well...heres the deal
around 5 weeks ago, my dad moved out, parents had big problems, so they avoid "divorce"...and choose "seperation"

so weeks pass, things are going smooth...in my head, when my dad comes back, everything will be great!

then of course something comes and destroys that thought
my dad shows up out of the blue, with all luggage, and says hes moving back in...of course my mom is pissed...and automatically...divorce is thrown in the air

now...my dads only choice is...move out for awhile, and make a legal arrangment so he cant move back when he wants, which woul dmean when my mom wants...

but my dad wont, so my mom says, divorce
and ive been laying back and listening to all the yelling, screaming, and BS thats been going on...after a great night tonight, hanging out with alot of friends, i come back to this BS of fights...and i noticed my family is like two teams...my mom/sister VS my dad...and im the one in between

i think my dads changed from his "ways" but certain things prove me wrong.....ahhhhhh so crazy

STAND UP!!!

2004-04-04T00:00:19Z

GOOAAN witya big ass, lemme see sumthin
Tell your lil friend he can quit mean mugging
I’m lit an I don’t care what noone thinks
But where the FUCK is the waitress at wit my drinks
My people outside an they cant get in
We gon’ rush the back door and break em in
The owner already pissed cos we sorta late
But our time and our clothes gotta coorinate
Most girls lookin right, some lookin a mess
Thas why, they spillin drinks all ova ya dress
But Louis Vitton bras all ova ya breasts
Got me wantin to put hickies all ova ya chest-ah
Come on, we gon’ party tonight
Yall use mouth to mouth bring the party to life
Don’t be scared, show another part o’ ya life
The more drinks in ya system, he harder the fights

*Stand up*

Damn right the fire marshal wanna shut us down
Get us out, so someone can gun us down
We was two songs away from getting so cut up
Now we one song away from tearin the club up
Move over! Luda got sumin ta say
Do it now cos tomorrow aint prime as today
Work wit me, lets become one with the beat
An don’ worry bout me stepping all over ya feet

STAND UP---
STAND UP---
STAND UP---
STAND UP---

Concert For Compassion

2004-04-01T01:37:44Z

...last sunday i went to a show by irvine lake, it was to raise money against animal cruelty
...alot of bands played, but i mainly went for static lullaby, anatomy for a ghost, and the used...yya i like the used...

joe brown (static lullaby)

hit himself with the mic...?

bert (used)

thats all, i hate copying and pasting...bye
(hope the pictures work this time)

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time_in_silence @ 2004-03-27T01:26:00

2004-03-27T09:31:54Z

mike oldfield--tubular bells

download it now!

well tonight sucked, drove around, drove around, oh and we drove around! so lame, its getting old-

and download...david bowie-"heroes"
so bad

alright, bye

changing of times...

2004-03-24T03:54:10Z

Never expected it to arrive so soon
Buy as the night drifted on
It came time to say GOODBYE
Turning your back and walking away
This cold winter morning is all that remains
why couldnt you tell me to my face?
instead of hiding till i lost faith
A heart gets broken as a life gets set free
and all i asked was love me
Years passed, seasons changed, and i waited
(hate time to say GOODBYE, hate time)
soon after was the pain
that would never reach you
you've gotten over me
but it seems ill never get over you
on me i place this blame
regrets
praying heaven will open wide
and hold you tight
as for me, ill be alright
this impact you would have
the songs ID WRITE
dreams of you changing your mind
anything to pass the time
but for now
i hope you can hear me as i cry
i love you
and
GOODBYE

time_in_silence @ 2004-03-21T16:11:00

2004-03-22T00:12:00Z

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remote me

2004-03-20T03:21:02Z

solid state sold out before i tried to get tickets
now im trying to fine somethong to dooooo

im so lame

assssss you stand living

2004-03-18T06:12:16Z

i got as i lay dying tickets tonight!

ya dude, i havent seen them yet...better be good

and scarlet's playing, rad!

anyone going?

saturday night

2004-03-16T02:42:09Z

heres some pictures of jenilee and trauma

robbie-steve

trauma...

ya dude
...im sick...
bye